I loved Ted so very much..I should've tried harder though.
She no longer loves me. And this is my final farewell. No more temporary journals speaking of leaving, this is it. The end of my love towards anyone..the end of my sanity. I can can only pray to whatever existant god that death comes swiftly down upon me for my reason to live is drained.

I hope you have a good life Ted with Gravity1046 know that you've given the the truth. I can honestly say I know have what I need.

Directly after this posting the password is to be scrambled and my yahoo account deleted without knowledge of the new password. I'm serious when I say it is all over now.